It's Been A While.

it has, hasn't it? well life has been great, better than ever. not. hahaha well not that bad, just average. my high school life will be over in like 2 more months, so ridiculous. thinking back, it seems just like yesterday that i walked into OB with hundreds of kids i know nothing of. Now im about to walk out of OB with friends i hope to keep in close contact with for life. those who i can invite to my wedding, to my whatever-it-is celebrations, all the way to going to each other funerals because we'll be so god damn old that god has to pull us away from each other! haha

i actually skipped an practice AP exam for environmental science today. feel sort of bad but then it's all good because 99% of everyone is going to end up failing it anyways. i took a practice AP calculus BC on thursday, it was a good experience since i can see what i really need to study. it went by really fast too so that surprised me.

volleyball is starting to get better and better, my team that is. but honestly, there was a certain point where i just wanted to give up because i think its pointless to continue with a team that has people coming and going and not having a consistent practice attendance. therefore, i feel like my passion for volleyball have slowly drifted away somewhere. my position as a libero, i must say that i have been working quite hard at it. last week was a very bad week because my ankle was hurting and twisting every game. the game against madison was the worst ever! not only was my passing horrible but i flipped two nail and injured my ankle! though we won, i ran into the bathroom and cried like a little girl. such a sad moment, seem like one of those in the movie kind of thing HAHAHAHA! but this week i healed up and damnnn i hustled and ran for balls like the win. AH HAH! that reminds me, the game on thursday against somerville, there was a bad pass made by on of my team mates, and then i took the initiative to BACK pass the ball over to the strong side and MY GODD!! that was the best back pass everrrrr in my life that i've made in a game. it went directly into the spot where my teammate can hit the ball and killed it! it made me awesomely proud because after coach and my teammates were acknowledging me hehehe!

i have not been to map in awhile, it makes me quite sad because i miss everyone there dearly! okay not everyone, but most of them hahaha volleyball has really taken up most of my time. i have not been able to go to ACC monday practices either to see how it is going. i feel bad cause im suppose to be helping out and everything too. as for college, i still have not heard back from MCPHS. this is getting really out of hand for me...its my first choice too. i already got rejected from my 2nd and 3rd choices and i do not really want to go to the other colleges that i got accepted in, but really? if MCPHS dont accept me i really dont know what im going to do.

SOOOO....yeah thats about it for my life right now. the good and the bad. until next time my fellow love ones.