Self Infliction

i dont know why i get myself into these kind of situations. but its okay, i understand now and im going to be completely mature about it.

i've liked someone for a long period of time now. you can best believe that this is my FIRST REAL CRUSH because i have not felt this way before, like really. i understand why a crush is called a crush because in the end you just end up being crushed. but im fine, really i fine.

i know that i like that person and possibly i love them as a person right now. but to love someone also means that you want them to be happy. so in order to make them happy i wont be a drama queen and look all "pitiful" in front of them you know? ill support them and always be there for them if they need someone to talk too. cause i promise to keep them happy.

it is a better feeling to make someone feel better than your own. seriously.