Ran Low On Patient.

holy shit. my patients run so low on people right now.

so yesterday, at the ACC meeting, my friend's friend, not going to name them, came to sign up. then while i was writing down their name, they were talking to one another and then i looked up and was like hmmm? and that chick goes, "oh i was just asking her if you were gay." and in my head im just like "should i seriously cuss this little ignorant girl out right now?" but i was like "okay..." and continue to NICELY sign this ugly ignorant little cunt up for ACC.

as if that wasnt enough for one day. at volleyball practice, i once again help lead the exercise drills for the girls as usual. TO WHAT DO YOU KNOW. my friend phuong told me after the exercise that while they did the wall jump, some coward prick said under their breathe "oh shut up." while i was guilding them to do the exercise correctly. i was going to hold it in once again, but somehow i exploded and went to ms. fisher. i said something like, "ms. fisher i've been patient with all the girls since the summer till now, but i've had enough of their attitude. phuong just told me that someone was like "oh shut up.." under their breathe while doing the net jumps. some of them dont even listen to me when i ask them to do it correctly and NOW they have to nerves to talk under their breathe and tell me to shut up during an exercise?"

my body was literally shaking after as i sat down to cool down. i know i should have just ignored it but this has been going on far enough. i know it was one of the JVs, and that they dont know much about committment and such. but i guess this is just my way of telling them "enough is enough." after that, ms. fisher got the girls gathered up and pretty much lectured them about teamwork, respect, committment, family, and dedication. then after made the girls do running drills. i eventually got over it and became myself again.

i dont like when people complain about doing something, WHEN THEY AGREED TO DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE. my sister did this almost 2 weeks ago and this got me to be really upset and got into a big arguement with her, today she folded the clothes with an angry face and muttering stuff under her breathe. its like "if you're going to freaking complain, DONT FCKING DO IT." but i didnt say anything, i held it in and walked away.

seriously, im running low on patient. but other than that, im still nice old trung.