these past few days hasn't been easy. i've spent about 3 sleepless nights doing my chinese and history projects. but its my own fault for not starting early. then there are these make up test and quiz that i have to do. erghh...
tomorrow is SAT2...and i seriously don't want to take it because i know for sure that im not ready and also i feel like ill just waste a waiver.
after that is a week before FINALS. omg..so much studying to do. i feel like im going to fail physics because i have never passed a test in that class and there's just so many equations to remember.
the past few days i also haven't really been myself. at certain times i would just give my friends an awkward look making them feel stupid. but then its cause i only want to be quiet for a second and just listen to my music or have quietness in my life. kind of like isolating myself. i hate feeling like this and the "other situation" hasn't help either. i knew it was going to happen and i just hate the fact that it did because i was hoping it was never brought up again.
i hate when people talk with smiley faces when having serious conversations. like apologizing to someone, talking about something sad, etc. like the smiley faces just kills everything. it takes the seriousness away. stupid ergh.
but yeah it really hasn't been easy. just waiting for summer to come now and then it'll all hopefully be better. right?
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I wish you the best in all your projects and finals ! I'm sure you'll do fine though. I'm always stressing and doing things last minute, but they always turn out fine.
ReplyDeleteand yeah.. I give my friends the "look" sometimes too.. We're so anti-social. haha. I'm sure it's just because you feel overwhelmed though. Just remember to think positive Trung! I know it sounds stupid, but it works. :)
i know what you mean haha
ReplyDeletebut um... what are you saying? about the smiley faces thing. i'm just thinking about it right now about how you said i was grinning when talking to ms. chestnut....
Try to get some rest. Seemed like these last 3 days has sure been hectic for you.
ReplyDeletetrung, DONT STRESS! you have to stay strong and positive through rough times like this. these next couple weeks will be hard because of so much to do (trust me, my school's been stressful too -.-") but you gotta stay positive! you can do it, and you will do it well!
ReplyDeletebut psh, i know how you feelsss. people just dont know how to be serious sometimes. -.-"
when summer comes, which is only a couple weeks away, youll be able to relax and have fun! use that as motivation!! (: