Grateful for my friends

for the pass few weeks i've been feeling mad stressed out because of research papers and projects. however with the help and support of a lot of good friends, i was able to succeed and pass in everything. to show my appreciation, im taking my time to THANK EVERYONE OF THEM!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!<3 :]

i dont know if i should list out the people who were there for me cause....i think i might forget who was there and forget to list them and make them feel bad. so yeah..im not going to be listing, sorry.

after this week is over, im going to be so much more happy. my history and ela research paper will all be over with and ill only have a project for physics. this is the first year im actually working on my history paper because for the past highschool years i've not done any haha. so yeah you can say im mad proud of myself. i really hope i get my GPA higher so i can get into any colleges easier and i want that drive and determination to work hard. however, sometimes i can help but feel like crap and just want to forget about school and LIVE MY LIFE.

anyways im really happy because this volleyball season is going out better than i expected. my team are all supportive of each other, well mostly haha. im working hard as it is to get the positions i want. currently on the team im playing as both weak and back row defense, so i basically play throughout the whole game. though coach plans on putting me as only back row defense because im stronger as that, im still working hard to play the position i am now. on wednesday we had practice and coach told me to go hit over on weak side because thats the position i play anyways. so after a few hits not only did i realize it but coach did too that i was better at hitting on weak side. i proved to him i was able to deal with my "disadvantage" of not being able to jump high and able to still hit as good. while at practice coach told me things privately that made me more confident in myself and want to work harder.

yesterday i had a game against westie, we did bad as a team i guess because coach was not very happy even though we won. i didnt give any good passes which made me mad at myself and make me want to practice at it more if im going to be libero next year, or possibly this year haha. i was able to have a couple of hits yesterday though, i was able to score 3, but they were able to block 2. grrr haha but its okay ill promise to get better!

tomorrow is jennifer's birthday celebration and im actually excited because i havnt had this kind of big celebration get-together in a long time! cant wait! :]